I know it’s not Spring. But I have stuff popping up in my garden and I saw some blue sky yesterday and am finally getting over whatever I had that put me in bed for a week. I am thinking of Easter and pussy willows and the sweet green of new leaves. Oh I long for it.
Do you remember Rapunzel about the woman who begs her husband to go pick her rampion? He did and she ate it and she got pregnant and the wicked enchantress got the baby. So happy I’m past my childbearing years. And I don’t need ramps, arugala will do fine.
And so it is Spring…in my heart. Robin says to me “take it easy…I know what you’re going to do. You’re going to push it and get sick again” the implication being, of course, that it will be all my fault if I get sick again and it was probably my fault that I got sick in the first place.
Say it ain’t so. Anyhoo—I have a manic desire to redecorate, clean, polish, make new pillows, make old pillows shine again and just generally pretend that it is not still winter.
Winter here means grey, sodden, muddy yech. The Living written by Annie Dillard about the Pacific Northwest sums up what it’s like around here.
I can’t find the passage I want but trust me it is dark, damp, and deadly. Moss flourishes, green things flourish; pink skin goes white and clammy and lungs wheeze and then you die. I don’t know if you die from hopelessness or rot, but you die. It sucks.
However, when it’s sunny, oh boy, watch out. And when I am just thinking about when it’s going to be sunny, I rejoice and get busy.
So, my friends, get busy. Polish and shine, and get out your gardening books. Sew, and repair and take the rugs in for cleaning.
The sun will come out eventually and we will feel fine again.
If you are young and fertile, do not sent your husband out for rampion.